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Monday, December 7th, 2009
8:36 pm	It would appear those clouts to the head I got over the weekend had more effect than I thought. I've got a chipped tooth. More milk in my diet may be necessary I feel. *Repeatedly prods chip* Oh this will end so badly. *Resumes prodding* Why is it so fascinating to do this? Hm, need to make a dentists appointment. Hopefully it'll be minor enough to just need a filling rather than anything more impressive. *Starts prodding again and bites his own finger* (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 4th, 2009
1:06 pm	Memmememomimay A letter to my sixteen-year-old self. To me I'd like to say this advice will be good but let's face it, we know it won't. You're probably going to be at the better stage right now on account of how things are going so let me just open up the cans of fun right off the bat. Don't trust them. Not a single one of them. They may have their decent sides but it is not going to go well and they're certainly not worth the effort. Those two are not just taking the mick out of you. They actually like you too. You'll need to open up a bit more and actually learn to speak to people rather than hide but it'll improve. The other two are taking the mick out of you. Toss their company right now, it's not like you can stand either one of them. Have faith that you are fine the way you are. Don't change because you realise what people want out of others, you will gain some friends for a brief while because of it but it won't make a difference long term. And more importantly you also will look back on some of your behaviours right now and regret ever stopping doing them. Man the fuck up. Stop taking that crap and actually learn to deal with it without isolating yourself, ignoring it or just pretending it doesn't matter. Learn to get out more. Drink or no drink you'll have an awesome time (usually) and it'll actually get you started on some of those social skills you still haven't developed. Oh, and spend some more time with Mark. You'll regret it when you can't see him any more. That aside, time to spoil you for the future. College is going to be fun. Take the chances you refused to when you were younger, get a bit of gumption together and learn that you don't need to rely on anyone. Make your own way and discover who you actually like in the world without worrying about cliques. You couldn't stand them in high school there's no reason to worry about them now. You won't see that one coming. So don't try to. Just remember it was their choice and there was nothing you could have done about it. Do NOT let Naomi rope you into playing the dead body, that stuff leaves chronic stains on your skin. And on the subject of stained skin abuse your time at the colouring factory a bit more, it was fun. Kick ass on your results, you can do it if you actually try. Univesity will be...better and worse than anything before. You'll make more mistakes, on a larger scale and in more interesting fashion. You will have a number of experiences that you will treasure for years to come and many more that you will desperately try to bury at the bottom of your mind. You will enage in actual honest human interaction on very rare occasions where you open up to people and tell them what is on your mind without the aid of alcohol to lower your guard. You'll find a hobby and a society that will keep you distracted for years to come and eat more hours of your life than you even thought possible. Some of the people you meet will change your life in ways that will help you in years to come, and you will never thank them for it. None of the physical attachments you develop will go well but they will almost all be fun, definitely will be enlightening and in most cases you will walk away from it friends, all be it somewhat regretfully. That's part of life, that's the way they're going to go but, for some of them, could you have not made that very slight extra effort to make it work? Never mind, you'll know when it happens. You'll regret not pulling yourself up the extra yard or so on your grades. More than anything else though you will meet some amazing people at this place, and in college too, and through them you'll change. Some of these adjustments are not positive, and there's a lot of what you are now that would be a whole lot better than your new mannerisms, but the time you spend with these people will be something that you'll never regret. Spend more time with them. Do what you can to give them some of the same joy you take from time spent with them. And most importantly of all don't ever do anything to jepordise these friendships. Keep going Nick PS - Edited half a dozen times because it was a bit harsh and you never took criticism well. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
6:11 pm	Furthering my awesome display of awesomeness it would appear that I am able to get the hols I want. Char, if you still want to come along when I visit Tori I've got 14th-18th January off, not rung her to tell precise dates but she should be fine. Hell, this being she'd probably be fine with a small army invading but that's just Tori. (Comment on this)
10:05 am	Alrighty few quick things up on here 1) It's unlikely people will need to contact me by mobile but, should you try, you will be unable to. I am getting my Sim replaced after an update to my network left me unable to text. 2) Inhabitants of Bridge Road, will there be anyone in when I barrel up at 7.30 Friday night? As I am going to the LURPS ball I could do with knowing as it will determine a lot of my night. 3) Hopper - you're having problems getting to Lancaster this weekend, I can provide a lift up on Friday night if you can get to Tulketh Mill for 7pm, and can also give you a lift back if you're willing to go Sunday (likely afternoonish). That will be all, please return to your regularly scheduled Livejournal. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 16th, 2009
1:07 pm	Can anyone suggest some sites that might keep me amused whilst in work? My brain is merrily doing the boredom bounce and I don't have enough free seconds to try writing owt. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 28th, 2009
8:52 am	"So many, if not all, of the characters we play are good men and women at heart. But in another world, where something went wrong, they become nightmares. What's their story?" I keep on getting a block when I try to do this so I'm going to learn from Hopper's lead. If folk have a character of mine they remember and want to see up here just say and I'll write the thing up. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 19th, 2009
7:39 pm	Second Response Anger ( Read more ) So yes, anger. I've got a fair bit of it, and the odds are high none of you will ever see it. This is a good thing. And writing this one still discomforts me far less than the third one I have to write up (Comment on this)
4:43 pm	X-Factor (don't run immediately) My sister had this on last night. Am I the only person who thinks on eof the performers has a costume similar to M. Bison from Streetfighter? http://uk.tv.yahoo.com/blog/article/271248/ (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:18 pm	Meme 1 Going to start with the safest one. This is being written whilst at work and with a head the feels like it's been wrapped in a damp towel so expect some degree of waffling. ( Read more ) (Comment on this)
Friday, October 16th, 2009
3:11 pm	Look, a bandwagon "Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it." (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 15th, 2009
8:03 pm	To my hosts Bad news about my weekend trip. Although I will still be up it will not be till Saturday morning on account of some important work stuff. As such, though I ill be there for a return trip, you will have to make your own ways to the Live. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 30th, 2009
7:39 am	Hey Nai, the schedule again. Immediate08:00 - 10:15 15 min Break10:15 - 10:30 Immediate10:30 - 12:15 30 min Lunch12:15 - 12:45 Immediate12:45 - 13:15 Training13:15 - 14:15 15 min Break14:15 - 14:30 Immediate14:30 - 15:00 Team Meeting15:00 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 16:30 Saturday, 03 October, 2009 Off Sunday, 04 October, 2009 08:00 - 16:30 Immediate08:00 - 09:15 15 min Break09:15 - 09:30 Immediate09:30 - 11:45 30 min Lunch11:45 - 12:15 Immediate12:15 - 13:45 15 min Break13:45 - 14:00 Immediate14:00 - 16:30 Monday, 05 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:45 15 min Break15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 16:30 Buzz Session16:30 - 16:45 Immediate16:45 - 18:00 30 min Lunch18:00 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 20:15 15 min Break20:15 - 20:30 Immediate20:30 - 22:00 Tuesday, 06 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:00 15 min Break15:00 - 15:15 Immediate15:15 - 17:15 30 min Lunch17:15 - 17:45 Immediate17:45 - 19:15 15 min Break19:15 - 19:30 Immediate19:30 - 22:00 Wednesday, 07 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 14:45 Buzz Session14:45 - 15:00 Immediate15:00 - 15:45 15 min Break15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 18:00 30 min Lunch18:00 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 20:00 15 min Break20:00 - 20:15 Immediate20:15 - 22:00 Thursday, 08 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 15:45 Team Meeting15:45 - 16:15 Immediate16:15 - 17:45 30 min Lunch17:45 - 18:15 Immediate18:15 - 19:15 15 min Break19:15 - 19:30 Immediate19:30 - 22:00 Friday, 09 October, 2009 Off Saturday, 10 October, 2009 Off Sunday, 11 October, 2009 Off Monday, 12 October, 2009 Off Tuesday, 13 October, 2009 Off Wednesday, 14 October, 2009 10:15 - 18:45 Immediate10:15 - 12:30 15 min Break12:30 - 12:45 Immediate12:45 - 14:15 30 min Lunch14:15 - 14:45 Immediate14:45 - 15:15 Maximise15:15 - 15:45 Immediate15:45 - 16:00 Team Meeting16:00 - 16:30 15 min Break16:30 - 16:45 Immediate16:45 - 18:45 Thursday, 15 October, 2009 10:15 - 18:45 Immediate10:15 - 12:15 15 min Break12:15 - 12:30 Immediate12:30 - 14:00 30 min Lunch14:00 - 14:30 Immediate14:30 - 15:15 Buzz Session15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 16:15 15 min Break16:15 - 16:30 Immediate16:30 - 18:45 Friday, 16 October, 2009 10:15 - 18:45 Immediate10:15 - 12:30 15 min Break12:30 - 12:45 Immediate12:45 - 14:45 30 min Lunch14:45 - 15:15 Immediate15:15 - 16:15 15 min Break16:15 - 16:30 Immediate16:30 - 17:45 Training17:45 - 18:45 Saturday, 17 October, 2009 Off Sunday, 18 October, 2009 Off Monday, 19 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 14:45 Buzz Session14:45 - 15:00 Immediate15:00 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:15 30 min Lunch17:15 - 17:45 Immediate17:45 - 20:15 15 min Break20:15 - 20:30 Immediate20:30 - 22:00 Tuesday, 20 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:45 15 min Break15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 18:00 30 min Lunch18:00 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 19:45 15 min Break19:45 - 20:00 Immediate20:00 - 22:00 Wednesday, 21 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:00 15 min Break15:00 - 15:15 Team Meeting15:15 - 15:45 Immediate15:45 - 17:45 30 min Lunch17:45 - 18:15 Immediate18:15 - 19:15 15 min Break19:15 - 19:30 Immediate19:30 - 22:00 Thursday, 22 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:30 15 min Break15:30 - 15:45 Immediate15:45 - 17:00 Buzz Session17:00 - 17:15 Immediate17:15 - 17:45 30 min Lunch17:45 - 18:15 Immediate18:15 - 19:45 15 min Break19:45 - 20:00 Immediate20:00 - 22:00 Friday, 23 October, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:45 15 min Break15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 18:00 30 min Lunch18:00 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 20:15 15 min Break20:15 - 20:30 Immediate20:30 - 22:00 Saturday, 24 October, 2009 Off Sunday, 25 October, 2009 Off (Comment on this)
Monday, September 28th, 2009
8:51 am	So it's all going badly. So, everyone who plays WoW. Wanna hear the good news? "Ladies and gentleman of the Horde I present to you your new leader, "Garrosh "Mummy dropped me on my head for the first five years of my life" Hellscream. So, Mr Screamer, care to tell us about your plans for the Horde in these coming few months?" *String of incomprehensible noises in which the words "weak" and "doody" can just be made out.* "What's that, you're evicting everyone but the orcs and tauran from Ogrimmar? To "weak" to defend the city you say? Oooookay." *long drawn out noise that is either a rasberry or flatulance.* "You intend to step up the policy of agression towards the Alliance? Might it not be a better idea, what with the Cataclysm, the Lich King and all those other threats we face to maybe pursue a policy of peace-" *sound of Garrosh head butting the wall whilst screaming "no, no, no" over and over again.* "Alrighty then I'm just going to head over here a safe distance." Garrosh Hellscream. Why? So, I'm thinking of starting an Alliance side group with the sole intent of sitting in Outland and killing Hellscream every time he spawns. All in favour? (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 24th, 2009
11:09 pm	None Student Cards Anyone know where we older folks sign up for the none student cards? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 18th, 2009
8:29 pm	Thus it begins So I decided to keep myself in the mentality of writing by using and abusing LJ to dump random thoughts on. This will likely continue for the next few weeks so lets see how I can do. Myself and my sister can occasionally get along surprisingly well. However there is one place we will rarely see eye to eye and that is on the subject of the TV. I am writing this whilst, in the background, something called Ron's House. As far as I can tell it appears to be about a portly America fellow (I believe he's meant to be a rapper based off his kid's names) and his family. This episode is them going on a family trip to a ranch and my goodness me the horse that got him looked unhappy. Aside from that it's been mildly dull, although I'm holding out hope for daddy to try herding some of the angrier looking bulls. In the adverts though is when I get amused though, when my sister flips between about half a dozen music channels and several others, all of which seem to be playing mostly identical music or showing reality programmes which seem to feature petulant American teens throwing hissy fits. Perhaps this is part of the reason the country gets so much hassel. A large portion of what America seems to send over here in terms of media are reality shows that paint them as either spoilt rotton or thick as two short planks. Aside from this they also offer us such marvels as CNN and Fox news which I find to be a thing of beauty when America is involved in any sort of conflict in the world. Ah, here we go. She's committed to a different show, set in Maiami, called Brooke knows best. Since Brooke and her friend are trapped on a boat with a number of greasy, greasy men, who believing flirting consits at thrusting at them I think the title might be wrong. It actually reminds me slightly of the Lounge. Alright, enough babbling on here. Time to get back to writing. Plus my sister is pestering me about if she should dye her hair or not. The three times I've said "yes" are clearly not clear enough for her to understand. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 3rd, 2009
7:54 pm	LARP Thingy This went out a while ago (over a year now) so I figure it could do with another airing. I'm not going to do Twitch's new one yet, as I think I'll need to do the family trip and at least one more linear to get into his latest headset, but I am curious to see what state other people are in. Plus there are some characters people are playing now that are new and shiney. 1. Who are you? 2. Do you have any brothers or sisters? 3. How old are you? 4. What's your height? 5. Are you a virgin? 6. Who's your mate/spouse? 7. Do you have any kids? 8. What's your favourite food? 9. Have you ever killed anyone? 10. Have you any secrets? 11. Do you love anyone? 12. What is your job? 13. Boy or girl? 14. What do you do to relax? 15. There's a person teasing you; what could you do? 16. Let’s say you have a person who you really care about but she/he doesn’t know about your feelings. How do you tell her/him? 17. What do you regret most in life? 18. Do you like your maker? 19. Do you dream? 20. What scares you? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 14th, 2009
12:16 pm	The final words (I think) This should put me up to date and words. And now all I need to do is feed back to others. ( Bodybag Pilgrim ) ( Lentilthelegume ) (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 2nd, 2009
8:29 pm	Words! (slowly updating) Reply to this meme by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. Then post them in your LJ and explain what they mean to you. Doing this piecemeal whilst at work. ( Madfae ) ( Darthpalpy (he wants candy) ) ( That bloomin' Canadian bitch ) It's occurring to me I'm babbling too much on these. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 28th, 2009
3:52 pm	Words...soon Alrighty, a large number of people have now posted up words for me and it would be rude of me not to reply to them. Very, very, very soon mine will go up. After my latest job application. I'm taking this one more seriously than most of the others I have done and am likely to be spending the four hours I have after work and before sleep doing it tonight. But soon. Soon come words. Then some people will pay. When I say some people I mean the filthy half Canadian of course. I'm going to be sending him pain. Bitch. Huh. We will see. Hey look, roll of thunder and bolt of lightning as I post this. God's in agreement with me. (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 20th, 2009
7:05 pm	Schedule for Nai and Andrew. Sorry about format. Monday, 22 June, 2009 08:30 - 17:00 Immediate08:30 - 10:00 15 min Break10:00 - 10:15 Immediate10:15 - 13:15 30 min Lunch13:15 - 13:45 Immediate13:45 - 14:30 Training14:30 - 15:00 15 min Break15:00 - 15:15 Immediate15:15 - 17:00 Tuesday, 23 June, 2009 08:30 - 17:00 Immediate08:30 - 10:45 15 min Break10:45 - 11:00 Immediate11:00 - 13:00 30 min Lunch13:00 - 13:30 Immediate13:30 - 14:00 Buzz Session14:00 - 14:15 Immediate14:15 - 15:00 15 min Break15:00 - 15:15 Immediate15:15 - 17:00 Wednesday, 24 June, 2009 08:30 - 17:00 Immediate08:30 - 10:45 15 min Break10:45 - 11:00 Immediate11:00 - 13:15 30 min Lunch13:15 - 13:45 Immediate13:45 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 16:00 Coaching - TM Led16:00 - 16:30 Immediate16:30 - 17:00 Thursday, 25 June, 2009 Off Friday, 26 June, 2009 08:30 - 17:00 Immediate08:30 - 10:45 15 min Break10:45 - 11:00 Immediate11:00 - 13:15 30 min Lunch13:15 - 13:45 Immediate13:45 - 14:00 Team Meeting14:00 - 14:30 Immediate14:30 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:00 Saturday, 27 June, 2009 08:30 - 17:00 Immediate08:30 - 10:45 15 min Break10:45 - 11:00 Immediate11:00 - 13:15 30 min Lunch13:15 - 13:45 Immediate13:45 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:00 Sunday, 28 June, 2009 08:30 - 17:00 Immediate08:30 - 10:45 15 min Break10:45 - 11:00 Immediate11:00 - 13:15 30 min Lunch13:15 - 13:45 Immediate13:45 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:00 Monday, 29 June, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:30 15 min Break15:30 - 15:45 Buzz Session15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 18:00 30 min Lunch18:00 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 20:15 15 min Break20:15 - 20:30 Immediate20:30 - 22:00 Tuesday, 30 June, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:15 Team Meeting15:15 - 15:45 15 min Break15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 18:00 30 min Lunch18:00 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 20:15 15 min Break20:15 - 20:30 Immediate20:30 - 22:00 Wednesday, 01 July, 2009 Off Thursday, 02 July, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:30 30 min Lunch17:30 - 18:00 Immediate18:00 - 19:45 15 min Break19:45 - 20:00 Immediate20:00 - 22:00 Friday, 03 July, 2009 13:30 - 22:00 Immediate13:30 - 13:45 Buzz Session13:45 - 14:00 Immediate14:00 - 15:15 15 min Break15:15 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:30 30 min Lunch17:30 - 18:00 Immediate18:00 - 19:45 15 min Break19:45 - 20:00 Immediate20:00 - 22:00 Saturday, 04 July, 2009 Off Sunday, 05 July, 2009 Off Monday, 06 July, 2009 08:00 - 16:30 Immediate08:00 - 09:30 15 min Break09:30 - 09:45 Immediate09:45 - 12:15 30 min Lunch12:15 - 12:45 Immediate12:45 - 13:45 15 min Break13:45 - 14:00 Immediate14:00 - 15:45 Buzz Session15:45 - 16:00 Immediate16:00 - 16:30 Tuesday, 07 July, 2009 08:00 - 16:30 Immediate08:00 - 09:45 15 min Break09:45 - 10:00 Immediate10:00 - 12:45 30 min Lunch12:45 - 13:15 Immediate13:15 - 13:30 Buzz Session13:30 - 13:45 Immediate13:45 - 14:45 15 min Break14:45 - 15:00 Immediate15:00 - 16:30 Wednesday, 08 July, 2009 08:00 - 16:30 Immediate08:00 - 10:15 15 min Break10:15 - 10:30 Immediate10:30 - 12:00 30 min Lunch12:00 - 12:30 Immediate12:30 - 13:45 15 min Break13:45 - 14:00 Immediate14:00 - 16:30 Thursday, 09 July, 2009 08:00 - 16:30 Immediate08:00 - 10:15 15 min Break10:15 - 10:30 Immediate10:30 - 12:45 30 min Lunch12:45 - 13:15 Immediate13:15 - 14:45 15 min Break14:45 - 15:00 Immediate15:00 - 16:30 Friday, 10 July, 2009 08:00 - 16:30 Immediate08:00 - 10:15 15 min Break10:15 - 10:30 Immediate10:30 - 12:15 30 min Lunch12:15 - 12:45 Immediate12:45 - 13:45 15 min Break13:45 - 14:00 Immediate14:00 - 15:15 Team Meeting15:15 - 15:45 Immediate15:45 - 16:30 Saturday, 11 July, 2009 Off Sunday, 12 July, 2009 Off Monday, 13 July, 2009 12:30 - 21:00 Immediate12:30 - 14:45 15 min Break14:45 - 15:00 Immediate15:00 - 17:00 30 min Lunch17:00 - 17:30 Immediate17:30 - 19:15 15 min Break19:15 - 19:30 Immediate19:30 - 21:00 Tuesday, 14 July, 2009 12:30 - 21:00 Immediate12:30 - 14:30 15 min Break14:30 - 14:45 Immediate14:45 - 16:30 30 min Lunch16:30 - 17:00 Immediate17:00 - 18:15 15 min Break18:15 - 18:30 Immediate18:30 - 21:00 Wednesday, 15 July, 2009 12:30 - 21:00 Immediate12:30 - 14:15 15 min Break14:15 - 14:30 Immediate14:30 - 15:30 Buzz Session15:30 - 15:45 Immediate15:45 - 16:30 30 min Lunch16:30 - 17:00 Immediate17:00 - 18:30 15 min Break18:30 - 18:45 Immediate18:45 - 21:00 Thursday, 16 July, 2009 12:30 - 21:00 Immediate12:30 - 13:45 Maximise13:45 - 14:15 Immediate14:15 - 14:45 15 min Break14:45 - 15:00 Team Meeting15:00 - 15:30 Immediate15:30 - 17:00 30 min Lunch17:00 - 17:30 Immediate17:30 - 19:00 15 min Break19:00 - 19:15 Immediate19:15 - 21:00 Friday, 17 July, 2009 Off Saturday, 18 July, 2009 12:30 - 21:00 Immediate12:30 - 14:45 15 min Break14:45 - 15:00 Immediate15:00 - 17:30 30 min Lunch17:30 - 18:00 Immediate18:00 - 19:15 15 min Break19:15 - 19:30 Immediate19:30 - 21:00 Sunday, 19 July, 2009 12:30 - 21:00 Immediate12:30 - 14:00 15 min Break14:00 - 14:15 Immediate14:15 - 17:00 30 min Lunch17:00 - 17:30 Immediate17:30 - 19:15 15 min Break19:15 - 19:30 Immediate19:30 - 21:00 Because people were complaining it was hard to read it has been edited and is now up to date as of Friday the 26th of June. 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